"

I don't know, kids.
I think I'm in love.
Like, actually.
Not like it was before where just being together is this huge dramatic thing, but the kind of love where I can go over to his place and just chill and sit and watch movies and laugh at eachother and then go and make love until it's morning and then fall asleep saying things like "sweet dreams" and feeling him kiss the nape of my neck.

It's like, I've never had someone before where we go to bed laughing and wake up smiling, where I can just sit and look into their eyes and not think about anything but just being...happy.

If love is a stormy sea, then it's not love. Maybe I've just found a safe harbor from the world.
And maybe there was never anyone like him, ever.

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Reading this made me feel all happy inside.

I don't know what to do about school right now.
I sent off an email to Emily Carr asking what courses count for science 12, social studies 12 and Language arts 12.

I have to drop physics, it has sent me home 2 days in a row crying. I didn't bother to bring my physics homework home today because I knew I would not do it.

The fact that I can't do physics anymore or semi-complex math saddens me greatly.
It makes me feel stupid and useless.

I'm starting on my physics homework.

Today was terrible. I felt anxious and depressed almost the whole day.
Tanners and Trina helped, but now I'm back at home. I don't want to talk to anyone here.